Finally got the chance to write. Lucas is sleeping on mama's chest. Haha (: I'm getting him later when he gets hungry.

We're planning on going home on November, and hopefully we will. I really wanna go home, I miss my hubby so much. Its stressing though, Nancy's coming home with us and I don't think I'd be able to do what I want if she's there with me. She sorts of expect the best in me, and seriously, I can't just try to live up with her expectations. I wanna do what I want and have fun.

I'm stressing on my pospartum check up too. I don't know what will happen but wish me luck. I hope God stands by me (: