I really don't know how to deal with my back pain anymore. Its getting stronger and stronger, but I don't think I'm in labor yet so no need to panic. Although, I have read articles that some pregnant had back labor and didn't know they were in labor already. Haha, oh well, a lot of people told me that I would just know.. I think its the mother's instinct. Haha. So yeah, Joseph's been teasing me about my weight ): I feel so fat now and depressed.. I stopped walking for a week. I think I should start walking again bec my back pain's unbearable. Exercise will probly help me from it and induce labor. Haha, I'm having cold feet though. I know I won't get enough rest and Joseph and I are going to get into a big fight after it, so I really don't know if I'm ready yet. Maybe two more weeks will do (: He's due in two weeks anways. I don't wanna exceed though, I just wanna have more time to think and relax before I enter a new world. I am sure gonna miss my teenage days where I only care for myself.. Now I'm gonna have to put the baby first. I just wish Joseph was here, I bet it would make everything easier. I miss having him beside me.

Oh, btw, my I lost my mucus plug on the 14th.. I thought it was time so I went and packed my hospital bag and even considered going to the hospital. Haha, everyone in my situation would though. Imagine waking up at 4 in the morning to pee and all of a sudden you see blood on the tissue.. I didn't even know what to think that time. I was just shocked. Haha, after packing my bag though, I realized that it probly was nothing and its just my body getting ready for labor. Haha!