I feel like trash.

I wanna feel special.. Joseph's been making me feel like shit but maybe its just bec of my hormones again. I know he loves me, but I just don't feel it anymore. I don't feel important to him.. I wanna feel loved again ):

He told me this morning that he can't feel me anymore, but I got tired of showing him how much I love him bec I feel like he doesn't care.. What's happening to us?

Sorry, I said feel a lot.