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I jogged for 30 minutes today (: and as usual, its gonna make me wanna run again tomaro.. The bad part is I just finished eating a chicken burger and a milkshake ): Fail!

Anyways, I hate what I'm feeling right now.. I don't even know if this is right. I get so jealous and paranoid ): And I don't like it when I'm jealous, it makes me stress. Maybe I should stop thinking, but I don't know what to do. I'm not sure of anything right now, I want to trust him so much, but why can't I? We're having a baby and its so unfair for me to think of him this way.. He told me I can trust him, so that's what I should do, right?... right?