I don't know..

I have no idea what to think anymore.. I don't wanna care anymore. I shouldn't have opened his facebook, I wasn't really going to though, its just that I randomly wanted to change his about me and then I saw the convo.. I didn't read much though cause nothing were really said there except that they were going meet later on today, and I had no idea that he has plans after school or whatever.. It just made me sad that he can do anything and meet up with anyone and there's 98% chance I wouldn't find out. It sucks being away from him.. I don't wanna feel like this bec I wanna fully trust him, but the its just gradually fading away.