He was at our friend's place last night, he told me he'd spend the night there to wait until 3 in the morning to go to school bec he had to be there early for the tour.. I knew he didn't want to go, he just wanted to spend some time with his friends so I told him it was fine to stay with his friends, so he thanked me and all that jazz.. I kept reminding him not to do anything I don't want him to do, to stay sober and stuff.. and he was like yeah, ofcourse, blablabla. I really thought he would tho, I guess I should've known better.
So I talked to him this morning, he was telling me about our friend and all that crap he did bec he was so drunk last night, I guess I shouldn't have asked anymore questions, I knew I would only get hurt and disappointed, but still I did. So I asked him if he was drinking last night.. and he was like "No, nag weeds lang ako".. and then I started getting mad but I tried to stay calm.. And now he's mad bec I'm being cold, like he didn't do anything wrong.. Idk what to say or what to think anymore.. Maybe I am overreacting. I don't know ): I just want to feel safe and comfortable everytime he's out with his friends, but I don't think thats possible now, is it?
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